the bedroom is pretty much done but i'm interrupting all of the bedroom talk to tell you about my bathroom because as of last night, i think it's killing me. my bathroom was disgusting. like i was embarrassed & i was the only one home to see it. so last night i scrubbed it clean from top to bottom, primed the shower walls/ceiling & took out the old target bookshelf we've dragged around with us for the past 8 years. it was satisfying until i was finished, put everything back together & then stepped out of the room to look. i had a little panic about how ugly my bathroom was. i've never LOVED our bathroom but it's never bothered me. maybe it's because the rest of the house is finally coming together & seeing this pretty untouched space made me realize how much love it really needs.
proof. i'm embarrassed to even show this. my best friend kept trying to reassure me that it was fine. i am aware that this might be dramatic but nothing about this is fine. if it wouldn't have been 9:30pm on a work night, i'd have been in there, paint brush in one hand & ripping down the shower curtain with the other. why was i ever okay with keeping that paint color from the previous owners? why did i think that shower curtain looked okay? better yet, what did i even see in that shower curtain to begin with? why did i buy orange towels? where do bloggers put their laundry hampers & how do you get a pretty one that won't cost you your first-born child?
this is my goal for the overall look. white walls, black accents & plants (surprise!). i'm either going to spray paint my blue ikea cart or buy a new one in black. the topic that is up for debate is paint. i'm really tempted to paint the ceiling black. am i crazy? my gut tells me that am & that i should do it.
if i had money, i'd start gutting this room immediately. i seriously cannot wait for that day to come. one day i plan on having black hexagon floor tile with white subway tile on the walls/shower. until i can afford that, i'm breaking the renovation down to three phases; each one being a step towards the final project & complete overhaul.
phase one: (done!)
paint everything replace the shower curtain, orange towels, hand towel hoop, toilet paper holder, air vent cover & storage restore the door, replace the hinges & paint it black
- replace the sink with a basic cabinet sink & black faucet
new lighting anything else from phase one that we couldn't afford
- new flooring
- gut shower & redo with white subway tile & black hardware
- every other disaster that is going to come our way when we start ripping shit out
that's about it. i can't stop thinking about it. i need to clean my house for ryan's birthday weekend tonight but my heart is telling me to prime those walls.... we'll see who wins.